is such a rollercoaster.

ups and downs.

Ups.
New job at next is great, made loadsa new friends

I have a great circle of friends round me who love me

Things are looking up with my ex

Have a great few nights lined up

Its nearly xmas and my bday

Downs.
My doggy died at the weekend, i feel so heartbroken....some people may think its just a pet but its like he was an actual person, we understood each other. We don't know what caused him to die....it just passed by in a blur of 3 days...one min he was fine.....the next...gone I can't believe it....cant believe im never gna see him again....never gna get to cuddle him again or take him for walks

Christmas won't be the same without my doggy help me rip open my prezzies and getting stuck into his own stocking.....